“Blue?”
The word hung in the damp air of the Swamp like a lead balloon. I didn’t wait for Radar to elaborate. I grabbed my stethoscope, shoved past him, and sprinted across the muddy compound toward the post-op ward. The morning air was freezing, biting through my thin undershirt, but I didn’t care.
Blue toes meant ischemia. Ischemia meant no oxygen. No oxygen meant the tissue was suffocating, dying by the minute.
I burst into the post-op ward. The quiet murmurs and moans of recovering soldiers filled the space, a stark contrast to the screaming chaos of the O.R. Margaret was already at Miller’s bedside, a flashlight in her hand, her face a mask of grim professional concern.
“Show me,” I demanded, breathless.
She pulled back the olive-drab blanket. The graft site high on the thigh looked pristine—no bleeding, no swelling. But down at the very end of the line, Private Miller’s foot was a horrifying, pale, mottled purplish-blue. It looked like the foot of a cadaver.
I pressed my thumb against his big toe. The skin stayed white when I released the pressure. No capillary refill. Nothing.
“Dammit,” I hissed, slamming my fist against the metal frame of the cot. The loud CLANG made a few sleeping soldiers jump. “Dammit to hell!”
“It’s a clot,” Margaret said quietly. “A thrombus must have formed at the anastomosis site during the second surgery and traveled down the line. It’s lodged in the popliteal artery behind the knee. Blocking all blood flow to the lower leg.”
“He’s been through two major surgeries in twelve hours, Hawkeye,” B.J. said, coming up behind me, his hair a tangled mess. “If you take him back into the O.R. and put him under general anesthesia again, his heart will give out. He’ll die on the table.”
“If I don’t go back in, the leg dies,” I shot back. “Gangrene sets in by tonight. Tomorrow, we amputate not just the leg, but half his pelvis to chase the rot. Then he dies of sepsis anyway!”
Colonel Potter walked into the ward, a steaming mug of terrible coffee in his hand. He took one look at the foot, then at my face.
“What’s the play, Pierce?” Potter asked, his voice calm, a stabilizing anchor in my rising panic.
“We don’t put him under,” I said, a crazy, desperate plan forming in my exhausted brain. “We do it right here. Local anesthetic. I open the artery behind the knee, fish out the clot with a Fogarty catheter, patch it up, and pray.”
“An embolectomy? In a post-op ward? Wide awake?” Frank Burns had followed Potter in, like a pathetic shadow. “That’s barbaric! It’s unsanitary! It’s against every regulation in the—”
“Frank, I swear to God, if you say the word ‘regulation,’ I will use your vocal cords as surgical thread!” I roared.
“Pierce is right,” Potter intervened, silencing Frank with a glare. “The boy can’t handle ether right now. But a local block won’t stop the deep tissue pain. He’s going to feel it, Hawkeye. It’s going to hurt like the devil.”
“I know,” I said softly, looking down at the sleeping, pale teenager. “Margaret, get me a surgical tray. Scalpels, clamps, lidocaine, and the smallest balloon catheter we have.”
Ten minutes later, the bedside had been transformed into a makeshift surgical theater. We draped sterile towels over Miller’s leg. I drew up a syringe of lidocaine.
“Wake him up,” I told Margaret.
She gently shook his shoulder. “Private? Tommy, honey, wake up.”
Miller’s eyes fluttered open. He looked confused, terrified, and incredibly young. “W-where am I? My leg…”
“You’re in a hospital, son,” I said, keeping my voice as gentle as I could. “I’m Captain Pierce. We fixed your leg, but there’s a little plumbing issue left. A traffic jam in the pipes. I have to clear it out.”
“Are you taking my leg, Doc?” he whispered, tears welling in his eyes.
“Not if I can help it. But Tommy, I can’t put you to sleep for this. I’m going to numb it as best I can, but it’s going to hurt. I need you to be brave. Can you do that for me?”
He swallowed hard and nodded.
I injected the lidocaine behind his knee. We waited two minutes. I picked up the scalpel.
“Margaret, talk to him. Keep him focused on anything but what I’m doing.”
As I made the incision into the popliteal space, Margaret leaned down close to Miller’s face. The strict, rule-obsessed Major Houlihan vanished, replaced by a fiercely maternal, deeply compassionate nurse.
“Where are you from, Tommy?” she asked, stroking his sweaty hair.
“Iowa, ma’am,” he grunted as my scalpel bit deeper.
“Iowa. That’s beautiful. Lots of corn, right? Do you have a girl back home?”
“Ahhh!” Miller cried out as I reached the artery.
“Look at me, Tommy,” Margaret commanded gently. “Look right at me. Tell me her name.”
“S-Sarah,” he gasped, squeezing his eyes shut. “She’s… she’s got blonde hair. Like you, ma’am.”
“I bet she’s much prettier than me,” Margaret smiled softly. “What are you going to do when you get back to Sarah, Tommy?”
“We’re… we’re gonna go to the state fair. Ride the Ferris wheel.”
Down in the surgical field, I found the artery. It was bulging, rock hard. The clot. I made a tiny nick in the vessel wall.
“Catheter,” I demanded, holding out my hand. B.J. slapped the thin, flexible tube into my palm. I fed it into the artery, pushing it gently past the blockage.
“Almost done, Tommy,” Margaret whispered. “Think about the Ferris wheel. You’re at the very top. You can see the whole fairground.”
“Okay, balloon inflated,” I said to B.J. “Pulling back… now.”
I slowly withdrew the catheter. With a sickening SCHLUCK, a dark, jelly-like mass of clotted blood slid out of the artery, followed instantly by a spurt of bright red arterial blood.
“Clot is out! Flush it!” I yelled.
B.J. flushed the artery with heparin. I swiftly threw two stitches into the tiny incision to close it, my hands moving entirely on muscle memory.
“Clamp off,” I said.
I dropped my instruments into the metal tray and looked down at the foot.
Ten seconds passed. Twenty.
Slowly, miraculously, the deathly purple pallor began to fade. A flush of pink crept down the shin, into the ankle, and spread across the top of the foot.
I pressed my thumb against his big toe. The skin went white. I let go. It instantly flushed pink again. Capillary refill was instantaneous. The foot was warm.
The leg was alive.
I dropped onto the folding chair next to the bed, my head falling into my bloody hands. I let out a long, shuddering breath that sounded half like a laugh and half like a sob.
“Ferris wheel, Tommy,” I managed to say, looking up at the kid. He had passed out from the pain, but his chest was rising and falling evenly. “You’re taking her on the Ferris wheel.”
Margaret stood up, smoothing her uniform. She looked down at the pink toes, then at me. “Excellent work, Captain Pierce.”
“You too, Major,” I said sincerely.
Later that evening, the camp was relatively quiet. The war had momentarily forgotten about us, probably too busy blowing up some other patch of dirt. Potter and I were sitting in his office, sharing a bottle of his prized bourbon.
“To Private Miller,” Potter said, raising his tin cup. “And to his toes.”
“Long may they wiggle,” I replied, taking a burning sip.
“You did good, Hawkeye. You defied the odds, you defied the manual, and you saved that boy from being a cripple.” Potter looked at me over the rim of his cup. “Does it make it all worth it?”
I looked out the window. Across the compound, I could see Frank Burns furiously trying to scrape thick, dried Korean mud off his shiny combat boots with a mess hall spoon, cursing under his breath.
“I don’t know, Colonel,” I sighed, a small smile playing on my lips as I watched Frank slip and land face-first in the puddle. “But it definitely beats the alternative.”